May 12, 2008

Pretty Little Distraction

Flowers for a friend


Flowers for a friend


Little Dude felt lots better yesterday, but remained mostly quiet and happy to lounge around, watching movies. Good thing, too, because I ended up in tons o' pain. Weather and too much walking/carrying supplies did me in. As I said though, we watched movies and giggled over general silliness, talked about how special Soldiers' Angels is and what a great job LD did for them on Saturday, and basically enjoyed hanging out together.

I'm such a lucky mom.

On Friday, I took a bunch of quick photos for a friend and the flowers above came from that set. Today they're a pretty distraction from pain and frustration.

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May 09, 2008

Rescuer and Rescuee

Little Dude and Kiwi


Yes, this was taken today. Yes, it's May. In Southern California. It was cold enough that LD was wearing a long sleeve t-shirt and a long sleeve flannel shirt. At 4pm.

Global warming, indeed.

By the way, the rescuee pictured here wasn't in any danger, but LD felt it necessary to rescue the puddy tat anyway. Poor Kiwi.

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About That Dummy

I thought he should be dressed in Coco's finest so we could call him a dumbwaiter.

...

Yeah, that's what everyone else said.

Take a dummy to brunch

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May 08, 2008

Fingers Crossed

In a secret hideaway in an unidentified city, an ominous cabal of photographers gathered and plotted, not altogether unlike the Brain, to take over the world -- one photo at a time.

Okay, so maybe it was brunch at Coco's and we spent most of our time discussing the pros and cons of pbase vs flickr. Whatev. We laughed, we cried, we scared off other customers. Maybe it was the dummy at the head of the table. Or maybe it was the frequent references to fast glass, which apparently some heard as fast "ass".

I had brought with me a list of items I need to feel completely ready for anything thrown my way. On that list was a 70-300mm (or 75-300mm or even the Canon 70-200mm f/2.8L IS -- the f/2.8 being really fast glass) lens. Now, these lenses can run anywhere from $159 to over a grand, depending on which series it's from, whether or not it's a fixed aperture, and a few other things I won't bore you with. One of the very kind gentlemen with the group said he had such a lens he'd be willing to sell me. My friend, the gear expert, said she'd happily take a look at the lens and evaluate its condition, etc. She's picking it up tomorrow and I'll be taking it on a test run this weekend. If I like it, I can have it for about 1/5 of what it'd cost brand new. ONE FIFTH. Uh huh. This is one of those lenses that start at over $1000.

At this same gathering, it was determined that I can do without an external flash for the time being (whew!) since I've become so comfortable with adjusting my popup flash's exposure. I also have a rather inexpensive diffuser I can use if I need, but it hasn't been necessary thus far.

I thought I had a line on a monopod, but that turned out to be a dead end. Le sigh.

Still, I considered how much money I'd be saving by not having to get the flash and I can apply about $100 of that to the lens purchase and the rest toward the monopod.

Thanks to a very kind someone (if I told you who, you'd never believe me -- I'm still in shock), I now have the monopod and a great quick release locking ball head. I also have a new camera case that accommodates larger lenses as well as one smaller one. I figure if I need more than two lenses, I'll just use my clip-on pouch and haul that along. Two other items were purchased: a lens cleaning kit (d'oh! didn't have one) and a remote so I can actually be running around, adjusting a scene, then SNAP! Photo done. It'll also be a blessing when I'm attempting long exposures, which I'm hoping to do quite soon (borrowing a tripod).

You know, I have this small bit of guilt when I'm buying gear. That is, until I realize that this is simply an investment in my future. And again, because of a last minute infusion of funds, I was able to pick up more much sooner than I thought possible.

I'm giddy as a schoolgirl as I contemplate the new lens purchase. My fingers are crossed that the lens is perfect and produces a quality image. We shall see. Fingers. Crossed.

Oh, and more about that dummy later.

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May 07, 2008

Was It Worth It?

Smokin' Joe


All photos taken with the 35-135mm lens. Since I couldn't shoot the stage with flash, everything's been edited more than I generally prefer. Still, I was happy with most of the results, although I'd love brighter lighting in venues across the board.

Smokin' Joe


Lots of fun was had by all. The band was great and the music was rockin'. Even the opening act was good. Unfortunately, there was some sort of "sticking point" with the camera during the first part of the evening and all my early shots had to be scrapped. There was just no saving them. Sure, if I'd shot RAW, maybe. But I didn't because, to be quite honest, until I get myself Photoshop CS2 or CS3, there's really no point. The adjustments I can make with Canon software don't do nearly enough and Paint Shop Pro XI doesn't handle the files as well as I'd like.

I felt horrible that the first part of the evening's product was crap, but at least I didn't give up. Whatever the problem was with the camera (I had everything set properly -- I checked 3 or 4 times -- but the camera wasn't cooperating), it resolved and life went on.


Dave


There was a special significance in photographing the drummer. Not only is he a friend, but he's an inspiration. Picture this: California, 2007. A man -- no spring chicken, mind you -- gets the opportunity to realize a lifelong dream of playing with an internationally recognized act. His successful business can be run by his wife, sister, and son. He jumps at the chance and has been having the time of his life ever since. This wasn't where his life was headed 20 years ago when he was an addict. It wasn't even where his life was headed after he got clean and sober. It was more a case of an unrealized dream gnawing at the very fiber of his being that caused him to grab those sticks and start playing every chance he got. Sounds a little familiar, no? Substitute sticks for a camera and a back injury for the addiction, but don't even try to substitute that passion... It doesn't matter what form it takes as long as it drives you.

I keep telling myself if Dave can do it, so can I. He tells me the same thing, which is very cool. And he has echoed what many others have said about the universe giving you what you need once you give it a chance.

All in all, I'm fairly happy with the photographs and I definitely think the lens purchase was worth it.

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May 04, 2008

Photos From Last Night

Indian Joe 31


Taken in a dark nightclub with a 35-135mm lens, flash at low burst. Joe is a local musician who is genuinely nice and quite interesting. He kindly posed for me.

IndianJoe32sm.jpg

Same setup as before with flash and lens. Now, if you're wondering why the side by side or why even go with a different version, I love color, but there's a certain something about B&W that makes me happy. Of course, I didn't do the standard B&W conversion here because that would so...normal. I'm anything but.

Both of the B&W images were altered to look as though I'd used a platinum process. I like this version of B&W imaging because it's a bit warmer in tone and because it definitely has a certain "age" appeal. It also brings shadows and light into a whole different level of play. I find it fascinating. To see what a photographer who uses this process for real (as opposed to using editing software to cheaply replicate pretend results), check out Tom Millea.

Not convinced about the difference in the B&W options? I thought as much. Okay, here's what I mean. You pick the one you think has more depth and warmth. Or go with whichever one you like best.

Indian Joe bw comp

On the left is the platinum process version of the image and on the right is a standard black and white conversion of the same color image.

Posted by Da Goddess at 02:17 PM | Comments (2)

Llama of Death and Orange Marmalade

No, it's not the name of a some crazy new band, but maybe it should be. I mean, we had prunes of the electric persuasion and alarm clocks of strawberry, not to mention ponies of stone and a million other things. Why not the Llama of Death and Orange Marmalade. If anyone decides to cop the name, please acknowledge my part in all of it. And make the music decent. That's all I ask.

Little Dude

Little Dude on Friday night. He was playing a game on the computer. Standard kit lens (18-55mm). Flash was adjusted for lower burst and more natural tones.

Little Dude's Llama of Death

LD calls this his Llama of Death hand. I don't know why. It caused serious bouts of giggles though. You know, the sort that go on forever for absolutely no reason. Maybe it was the name. Just after this shot, I got chastised for causing him to mess up on his game. Silly me.

Rex au naturel

Rex color play

You get to decide which you like better: is it Rex au naturel or Rex after I've played with the color? Poor cat only wanted to nap, but I insisted on shooting and disturbing his sleep. He tolerates me only because he knows I'll go home eventually.


Rex redux


Rex redux color play

After two or three shots, Rex decided to turn his back on me, thinking I'd leave him alone. Not so much. I simply went to the other side of the chair upon which he was perched and proceeded to shoot. But only this one frame. Again, which do you prefer? The natural light or the color manipulation? This time around, the manipulated colors are reminiscent of cross-processing of the 60s. A little retro look for a little retro kitty.

Posted by Da Goddess at 01:38 PM | Comments (2)

Pickles! I Hate Pickles

I'm in more trouble than I thought. Instead of having to dig myself out of the lens hole by Thursday, I was just informed I have until tomorrow afternoon.

Uh...um...guess I better get out there and find some shelves NOW.

Holy &*$@*&!

Well, I knew this was going to be an issue. I just didn't know it was going to be one so soon. And you know what? I deserve this. I was too eager on my purchase (although it was a necessary one and a damn good deal). I have no buyer's remorse. No, this is more like dread at having to explain myself to someone who doesn't believe in me or what I might accomplish with my camera.

You know, I think that's what makes all of this so "dreadful" for me. I know my roommate doesn't believe in what I'm doing or hoping to do. It's disappointing for me. I'm surrounded by a lot of wonderful folks who DO, but he doesn't. It puts a distinct strain on our friendship. If he were a believer, he'd understand and support me. If he were a believer, he wouldn't be resentful of the time I spend with the camera trying to learn, to improve, to achieve. As it is, we don't go many places together anymore. For him, he feels abandoned when I take off to shoot. For me, I feel trapped in having to keep someone company when I think they should be lost in the music. Makes me wonder how this friendship ever survived to begin with. Maybe he thought the camera thing was "cute" at first, but it's become an issue since then.

Wow, that's more thought on the subject than I've given it in a long time.

I don't feel guilty about my lens purchase (and if you want to know exactly what I got and why it was such a good thing, there's a great review of the lens on eBay). Not at all. I know it was the right thing at the right time, but I know it won't be viewed that way by the roomie. I was supposed to get shelves, dammit. That'll be the sticking point. But I was also supposed to have four more days and could have pulled that off if the parameters hadn't changed without warning.

This is my pickle and it's not a particularly tasty one. Not that I like ANY pickles anyway, but you know what I mean. Figuratively, this pickle is sour and floppy and in the middle of a really yummy burger.

Phhttt.

Oh well. I hear the music. I'll have to pay the piper and I'll do it with my head held high.

Now I have to go get something to eat since I conjured up an image of a big juicy hamburger.

Posted by Da Goddess at 12:23 PM | Comments (0)

April 25, 2008

Email Time Again

From the email inbox comes this query (edited only for length and totally irrelevant convo):

Goddess of the back boo-boo,

How you doin? I'm glad your getting off the pills this week. Does that mean your back to normal? Ha ha no pun intended.

Okay so I'm really writing to find out whatever happened to the matching funds you were getting for the camera? I know you already got it but what are you doing with the extra money?

Well, I'm glad you asked. Here's the dealio -- since all of you were so nice to me, I did get my camera ahead of schedule. I had no idea there were so many folks who believed in me. Big huge thanks to all who made this possible! As for the money that would have been "matching funds", I asked for it to be placed in a savings bond for Little Dude.

Now, it might seem a little crazy not to have taken the cash and invested in more gear (lenses, backup batteries, Photoshop CS3, etc), but after a lot of soul searching, I considered all that LD has had to do without because of my lack of regular income. Normally, I'd be socking away money for college for him, but I haven't had that option the last three years. It made more sense to me to have that money set aside for him while I try to build my portfolio and skill set and get back on my feet.

For now, I do have two people from whom I can borrow lenses, although I don't want to borrow gear for long. I can also transfer files to a friend's computer and work on images there if need be. I do have that option and it makes sense to work with what I have and gradually improve my circumstances this way. And I feel much better knowing there will always be that money for LD in the future no matter what happens with me.

No, I do not have physically have the savings bond. I've put that in the capable hands of my mom. She's been holding all his bonds so there's no temptation to cash them in when times get tough. That's what we've done for the last few years and it works. I don't even know how much has accumulated over time and I'm glad for that. Better to have too much than not enough, right?

The one thing I've come to terms with over the last couple years is that I can't do as much for LD as I'd like. When the opportunity arises, I like to think I've made good decisions. Like this time. I hope you all understand and support this decision. It's what I thought was best.

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April 10, 2008

Flickr Schmickr

Flickr's response to those of us against video on the site is, to say the least, unimpressive, if not more than a little flip.

Here's what they said in the forums (and despite Heather being one of the founders, she seems to not understand using spellcheck or perhaps doesn't care that she comes across poorly) -- Round One:

heather says:

Marie Antoinette I am not. I think we've responded to constructive critcism throughout and we're definitely pow wowing here back at Flickr HQ. That said, these forums topics are like surfing a wild tsunami and feedback that we do provide can easily be lost.

I've been with the team through a variety of feature launches that have brought change to the community. Through it all, we've been hear listening to feedback, making change where necessary to make Flickr better. We want to hear your feedback and I think that for the most part, we take all comers.

Personally, the emerging side of feedback that's become almost abusive via protest images in comments leaves me mostly speachless (and I'm a talker). But we understand that it's important for people to have their say. We haven't implemented any sort of "clean up" tool for this, leaving it up to individuals to determine what they are comfortable with within their own photostream.

I'm not sure what to say to those who don't want peanut butter in their chocolate (so to speak). Video is now part of the Flickr DNA and while we will definitely be addressing some of the great feedback for ways that the implementation can be massaged towards better things, we're not pulling up stakes and rolling back. When we're ready, we'll share those changes with you hear (if you've seen any of Dunstan and I tripping overourselves regarding video in Explore, you'll appreciate that we want to have our ducks in a row).

We have a wonderfully passionate community and whether your imagery moves or stays still appears to be divisive. I mentioned earlier in this thread that I was very much against it when I heard that it was on the road map. If I had my way, I'd chuck all things digitial (even your beautiful DSLR) and dial the flickrverse back to all things film. That's not going to happen. I have to respect that there will be change and that the flickrverse is really a multiverse of people all who have different ideas of how they want to share the world around them.

Just as there are more megapixels now than there even a few years ago, I think that how we capture both still and moving is going to change dramatically over the next few years. Including video within Flickr will enable those who choose to....

I think I've gone off on a tangent, but as I began this post with Marie Anne I am not, I want to finish that we're about being inclusive. While there are a few rough edges that need to be polished out, I think that in the long run, video on Flickr is a wondeful complement what's been built so far.

People weren't happy with that, so the comments continued, which led to Round Two:

heather says:

If you missed it, please read what I wrote last night.

Here’s our response to what we see as frequent feedback here in the forum (I’ve paraphrased the feedback in some instances):

“I don’t want video on Flickr.”
We’re sorry, but video is here to stay. We’d love for everyone to give it a shot. If it’s not to your taste, then you should change the default on autoplay. You can distinguish between video and photos by the white arrow bottom left.

“I think video should have it’s own separate site.”
Just as with our international launch last year and building language on top of our global community, we wanted to avoid siloing what is after all, just another format.

“…did none of the staff see this coming?”
Given our experience with the outrage in moving sets from the left-hand side of the page to the right a few years ago (and various adventures since then), we’re very familiar with the passionate response of our members. We can’t be afraid of that. We need to continue to improve, release new features and iterate.

Feedback and iteration are very much part of our process. We very much value the feedback that we receive after features launch. It gives us a chance to take something good and give it that extra polish.

“I should be able to filter video out of my view of Flickr.”
There needs to be a balance between the “voice” of the creator and visitors. While it’s one thing to exclude certain content while searching, it’s quite another thing to presumptively curate what a member is choosing to share in their photostrem.

“I haven’t uploaded any video, why do you say “view [member name]’s photos and videos”
Yup. This is stupid. We’re working on fixing this.

“My group pool is photos only, why does the language reference video?”
Yup. This is stupid. We’re working on fixing this.

“it should not default to auto-play….”
“videos shouldn’t begin to pre-load until I press play”
“video shouldn’t be in explore….”
“I shouldn’t have to use extended search to filter out video”

These are things that we’re pow-wowing about here at Flickr HQ.

And my favourite:

“…We're like the toilet paper she wipes her a-s with!”
I promise you that I don't think of you all as soft, fluffy rolls of triple ply toilet paper. Kittens maybe.... (some with sharp, pointy claws....).

[edit : common --> frequent]

Without addressing some of our concerns directly, Heather's deftly danced around and around, picking and choosing her non-battles. When folks brought up specific existing problems, they were ignored. We've all been ignored. Easier to circumvent the issues with blah blah blah than actual solutions. And, "oh, by the way, we added thusandsuch." That's not a solution. That wasn't even part of the question. Maybe if they'd sent someone other than Heather and her flippant responses, that would have placated some of us. But no.

TopTechWriter.US probably said it best:

flickr can't be bothered to fix comment notification so it doesn't repeatedly blurt out that I've got NEW COMMENTS.

And flickr won't give us options to format the screen background so I can try a nice black or charcoal gray background with understated caption colors that don't scream for attention. Anything but the minimalist Web 2.0 nightmare that is the current color scheme.

But flickr will give us 90-seconds of video that apparently very few people want (and of those who want their minute-and-a-half of fame, far fewer know what to do with it).

But I'm not upset--and y'know why?

Because flickr LOVES ME!! It says so right on the logo.

And you always hurt the one's you love

Yeah, they love us. Sure. I believe it. And I believe their check's in the mail, too. Does Flickr really care what its users want? If so, why haven't they fixed known bugs? Why wasn't there more notice about this new "feature"? Or at least a general polling of paid users? Give us the chance to weigh in and determine what's most important in the way the site functions. We're the ones who use it, why not find out what we really want? The answer lies in the push to compete with other sites and to make more money, obviously. It's not about the paying customer.

Anyhow... My response to all of this was:

Look, not all of my shots are works of art, but I do have clients who use my site to look through all the photos I've taken to determine what will work best for their needs. They've always marveled at the way Flickr was set up because it was obviously all about photography. Not so much anymore.

My personal (photography) site is limited as far as storage and the ability to display my work for clients. That's why I chose Flickr.

What this really boils down to -- for me -- is that the people who visit me occasionally wander about, getting ideas from other photographers about something they'd like to have me try, to find inspiration, and I've always thought that's a good thing. But now they're going to get video as well. These are people who eschew myspace and facebook because they don't want to be bombarded by crap. I value their business and their support, but I'm afraid they're going to run far far away when they can't get past video, no matter what the size.

I just renewed my subscription for TWO years. I had to work to do it because the paypal feature went missing, but fine, fine. Whatever. I did it. Now I feel stuck in a very abusive relationship with someone who doesn't give a rat's posterior what will work best for me, for us. I can't afford to leave at this point, not unless someone's willing to spring for me to make the move.

The blasé attitude and the blatant disregard for what many PAID users are saying is bad business, if you ask me. If I treated my clients like this (even my freebies), I'd be out of business.

Additionally, I pay in advance for Flickr's services. Instead of supporting and improving the available and much-needed functions of the site, they throw bells and whistles and shiny things at our feet, hoping to distract us from the poor quality of their customer service relations.

That's it in a nutshell, I think. They're trying to distract us from the lack of service and/or their lack of concern over the quality of their service.

A lot of folks have said Flickr's video option will lead to a Myspace type of atmosphere. And one has to wonder if that's where all this is heading. After all, we're told "more surprises to come!" If I wanted moving photo montages, I could go to Myspace or webshots or photobucket. Flickr was always safe from that sort of thing. Good, bad, or ugly, it was about photography and the photographer. No matter how it was used, it was about the images and that's what people saw. Once they started allowing people to host photos that didn't belong to them (original terms of service forbid this), the slippery slope was drenched.

Perhaps if Flickr had fixed many of the existing problems and shown us some proof of their love, we'd be actually get behind new features. It would definitely be better than their current approach. Instead, we've been summarily dismissed.

It may seem silly to have my panties in a bunch over this, but as a paying customer, I want to feel valued for more than just the money I pay them. I want my opinion to matter. I want my voice to be heard. Flickr's throwing all that out the window. If customers no longer matter, they'll lose all credibility and they'll lose business. It's really that simple.

Posted by Da Goddess at 11:28 PM | Comments (0)

April 09, 2008

No Way, Flickse


"No" - uploaded by Huevos Muy Gordos
This just ain't what flickr needs.

Look, there are already issues with load times of photos, photos going missing, and a million other bugs. Do we really need videos, even short videos, adding to the strain on the system? I think not.

Maybe I'm just bitter and pissy right now, but no, not so much upon second thought. Flickr is about PHOTOGRAPHY. We don't need video there.

Consider this a big raspberry pointed in Flickr's direction.

And to further illustrate what can go wrong, I got this message when trying to post this (because I'm very "advance flickr" and special and can post a photo directly to my blogs, not to mention totally full of crap sometimes):

Your blog posting failed. If your configuration details have changed, update them now. Sometimes web services can be a bit flaky - click the button below to try again.

Flickr? This is the kettle calling. You're black.

Posted by Da Goddess at 01:30 PM | Comments (4)

April 02, 2008

Hidden Objects

I must confess I'm addicted to Hidden Object games. What are they? Well, aside from whatever story driving the actual game, you are generally given photographs with objects added to them for you to find. Some objects are easier to locate than others, of course. Then there are mini games where you have to solve a puzzle of some sort. Most games allow you to play in timed or untimed modes.

Why tell you this? Because I actually found a photographer whose work was used in one of these games!

Posted by Da Goddess at 12:27 AM | Comments (3)

March 30, 2008

Undeniably Mine

Offspring

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March 27, 2008

Vote For Me

JPG shot
I'm not asking for much, just a quick vote. You can do that for me, right? Good. Well, here I am.

I chose the "Fresh" category for this one because it was a "fresh" point of view. Definitely different from the fruit and brightly colored girls in most of the photos I'd seen on JPG thus far. Who says fresh needs to be all bright and sunny anyway?

If you vote for me, I promise to leave you alone for at least a day. Honest. I would not lie to you about this. Not even a little.

Posted by Da Goddess at 07:33 AM | Comments (2)

March 25, 2008

Springtime Field Trip

Obviously most of these are self-explanatory, but I'll give you a quick run through anyway.

Calla Lily

The calla lilies are in bloom up at the Amy Strong Castle. My friends, both born in San Diego, had never been there.

church

Pretty little Catholic church in the middle of the desert. It's one of several on Church Lane. I'd called the street name before I even saw it.

church 2

No filters, no special effects. This is exactly how I shot the photo. They say God is in the details; I absolutely agree.

Patty in the car

Patty's rental car was a glorious treat as we tried to cool off. Early morning freeze quickly gave way to afternoon swelter.

Audra's light

My beautiful friend, Audra. She gladly poses for us whenever we ask.

Morning light

Gorgeous morning light illuminated what I came to call "my cloud".

A post for this post

Loved the way the early light gave the rust special treatment.

Nothin' but blue skies

Lots of blue sky everywhere. The rocks were amazing, too, all those colors and layers.

Rocky relationship

While my friends continued on their walk out to the oasis for a portrait session, I stayed behind, lying down on a boulder. I looked up and took this shot.

all signs point to yes

Very early. There were little frozen droplets on the sign and frost in the meadow, on the fence, everywhere. It was beautiful.

Spongebob's sad fate

Squidward finally got pissed off enough to feed Spongebob to some angry underwater beasties. I'm not sure how his carcass ended up on the side of the road on the way to the desert, though.

wink

Audra gets saucy in front of the church. We were playing with settings on the camera and I couldn't resist.

Many more photos from the trip are on Flickr, including the dead mouse I found on the side of the road. I almost stepped on it, but at the last minute looked down to see it. I'd already walked past it twice. Go figure. The first part of the trip, I'd resolved to shoot whatever I saw only once. Ha! Didn't last for long. What I did do, though, was shoot minimally. At least until I got into the desert. In the harsher light, I played with exposure settings (thanks to Audra and Patty's help) and made adjustments as necessary. If not for these two ladies, I don't think I'd have discovered the quickest way to adjust what I needed. They've made me much braver with the camera and I'm progressing faster than I anticipated.

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March 17, 2008

Out And About

Caught in the actThis is a shot of me Friday night. As you can see, I'm holding Charlie close and we're having a good time. In order for me to get myself into that position, I had to stick my left leg way out and perch precariously on my bent right knee. I couldn't maintain the stance for long, but I did what I could. I also had the lunge position down pat while leaning on the stage. Oh, the things you do to not hurt yourself. My friend took this in between shots of the action onstage.

Thanks to two of my favorite photographers (both accomplished professionals), I was able to get better settings on the camera for a low-light setting such as a concert. Every time I pick this thing up, I'm learning something new. And it's usually because there are some VERY nice people helping me.

While the images aren't perfect, here's a smattering of my efforts from Friday. And proof that I did, indeed, wear myself out doing something I love to do.

In case there's any question as to who this is, it's Tommy Castro and his amazing band. There's Keith Crossan on sax, Tom Poole on trumpet, Chris Sandoval on drums, and Scot Sutherland on bass. I'd never seen Scot or Tom with the band before, so it was a great surprise (I knew there was a new bassist, I just didn't know who) and these two added a wonderful new dimension and vibe to the group.

Tommy's latest album is called Painkiller, how apt is that for me? I like the album, but it's not my fave. My favorite? Oh, that would have to be Live At The Fillmore, because it has so many of the tunes I like best. I also really love the new CD of Tommy, Ronnie Baker Brooks, Deanna Bogart, and Magic Dick, as the Legendary Rhythm and Blues Revue Command Performance, with special guests Elvin Bishop, Marcia Ball, and Curtis Salgado. Partially recorded on the Legendary Rhythm and Blues Cruise, most tracks were performed in clubs around the country and it's a rockin' disc. Not a bad track on the whole thing.

Anyhow, here's a look at what I shot on Friday.

Tommy

My settings weren't quite right for this one. A little blur never hurt anyone, though.

Tommy

Tommy

Keith

Tom

Tom

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March 08, 2008

The Outing

LD in full photog mode

Bridge detail

Wagon light

Dan

Audra

Audra

Dan

Dan

Flower

Flower

The learning curve is definitely steeper than I thought. Especially regarding exposure settings and a few other functions. Still, the first official outing is under my belt and I can move forward.

Met a lot of very nice people today on our photography meetup excursion. It was just up the street from the apartment, which was a huge plus. And Little Dude had the other camera in hand the entire time, shooting away. He impressed a few people with his interest and dedication to getting good shots. Plus, he was very into "lighting". It was wonderful to watch him go after various shots.

All in all, a great day. I wish I had felt up to going to the second meetup function tonight. Spencer Davis was supposed to be there. Unfortunately, I hit my limit early on in the day. I know better than to push myself. I will be spending part of the day tomorrow with one of my new photography friends, helping her with a little project.

I can't stress enough how much I enjoyed myself and the people I met. Big bonus: two live very close to me, two more live not much further away. Sounds like trouble, if you ask me.

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February 19, 2008

The Camera, She Is Almost Ready

Thanks to so many generous people, I'm very close to my goal for the camera and the opportunities it will afford me.

My benefactor(s) are currently out of the country for another month, so figured I'd try to get the camera before they return and if they're still looking to help out, use that money for a good lens or two.

I think about the camera and how close I am to my goal and all I can think of is Antonio Banderas whispering in my ear, "the camera, she is almost ready. Ready for you to hold her like a loveeeeeeeer. Treat her like a lady and she will treat you like one, too."

I have no idea where that came from, but there you have it. Think maybe it was the Flexeril? Anyhow...

If you know anyone who might be willing to help out, please send them here! I could actually be out shooting a real, paying job next weekend if I get the last little bit needed.

Many ginormous thanks to each of you who contributed. It feels so very good to know people believe in me. I won't let you down!

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Sunday's Party at San Diego Harley Davidson

Mike

Mike Mitchell of Bill Magee Blues Band

Darryl McDaniels aka DMC

Darryl McDaniels aka DMC

Biker

Biker

Damon Wayans, Jr

Damon Wayans, Jr.

Esau McGraw

Esau McGraw

Comedian Esau McGraw

Elusive Cook

Elusive cook

DMC

DMC had to pull his pants up many times throughout the day

DMC

You're sexy!


Oodles of photos

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February 05, 2008

A Little Light

Dennis

Tony

Despite the less than stellar quality of the photos, I like both of these. Look at the arms on Dennis (first image)! I love that you can see the sweat and muscles. To me, it says he's putting all he has into his playing, and he does. Tony, his bassist, well, I simply love the ripples of shadow against light on his shirt, the dreads, and the fact it was so hard to catch him with his head still. He bounced and bobbed while he played.(More photos of Dennis Jones and Tony Ruiz of the Dennis Jones Band.)

I try to shoot without flash as much as possible during performances because I like the mood the lighting creates. It can be problematic, though. It's been my experience that most clubs/venues don't have adequate lighting, or rely too much on red gels. There are any number of issues that can occur, including some band members appearing totally in the dark because of how the lighting is arranged. Even if you use a flash, it's not a guarantee that it'll light the subject properly. While shooting this band, I did use flash for a lot of the shots, but I like the ones where I didn't better. Flaws and all.

I've always been fascinated by the way light plays with texture, shape, and movement. Whether I'm drawing, taking a photo, or even just sitting and looking at something, light can change how you see things. A stray shadow can elongate or shorten the proportion of a figure. It can create an entirely new figure! If you watch the same tree from the same angle throughout the course of a day, does it not seem to change before your eyes? At sunrise it may look fresh and new. At noon, it becomes both a bright being and a cool resting place. As the sun shifts behind it a bit, there's a renewed vibrancy in the leaves, but it's still different from the way it looked at dawn. At sunset, it can be a mere shadow against God's palette.

Take away color, light becomes even more important. Without it, there's no depth, no being. That's pretty much the core of my fascination.

Amazing what interrupted sleep and a need for distraction can produce, isn't it? Must. Try. To. Nap.

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February 01, 2008

Photo Archives

Little Dude and I took a slew of photos on the day we celebrated his birthday back in October. I would take a few, then he'd take a few. We experimented with all sorts of shots, including macros, lighting, depth of field.

The kid has a knack for photography and even told me last week that he wants the same cameras I covet. I told him he'd have to become proficient with the one I'm currently using before he steps up to the bigger challenge. Which is only partially true. In fact, I think he'd be ready for a real DSLR right now based on his demonstrated abilities.

Still, he's gonna have to wait. When I'm fully up to speed, or at least working around whatever physical limitations I may have to live with, I'll find him a nice little camera and get him started. I was his age when I got my first SLR. If film and developing costs hadn't been a factor, I'd have been out of control with my habit. That's one of the best things about digital -- you don't have to worry about film or developing and you can print only what you want.

My daughter is also a very capable photographer and she's done several professional shoots with her uncle. He needed a second camera and she was there. She's good with basics, but LD has the detail stuff down pat. It's sort of interesting to see both of my kids develop their "eye", you know? It's exciting for me because I remember being their age/s and can recall some of the many photos I took, how thrilled I was when I learned something new. I love seeing that look on their faces as they learn. Especially LD's. You know how those boys can be!

No photos from my Mojo, but here are a couple from LD and me. You get to figure out who took which.

dfly

Mini Car

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January 29, 2008

Cameras, Photos, and Deals, Oh My!

Some extremely nice person wrote to ask me about the photo shoot I just did. While I'm pleased with most of the images, I see where I'm lacking and what I have to reshoot. I was having issues with my camera early on and I was so uncomfortable because I felt extremely unprofessional. No backup camera. Nothing. All I had was a quick fix plan that I prayed would work. It did. But I was still left feeling like I had failed to complete my assignment properly.

When I look at the photos (see link above), I have a few favorites. I'm also picking apart everything that's wrong with them. I can usually critique my own work fairly well, although I tend to pick things apart more than most people would.

So what do I see? Imperfect color balance. Sure, I can do some post-production work on them, but it's not true to life color that I would like. I see digital noise and loss of sharpness due to 1) my camera's limits and 2) aging equipment. It happens with fixed-lens cameras. There's no way to properly clean sensors or between glass. It just can't be done unless you have someone take the whole thing apart (which costs as much as a replacement cam).

I also see a limited field. I can't just pop on a wide-angle lens and compensate for close quarters.

Even with all those criticisms, I am proud of some of the portraits. If you knew this band, and their energy, the little bit of playfulness in a few shots makes perfect sense. I'm proud that I managed to get any of that when I think of how I had to stop shooting to fix my fussy camera. I mean, I lost some of the momentum with the band. I lost the immediacy. They started wandering off. It's not how I operate. Had my camera functioned properly, I would have kept shooting and the guys would have stayed focused and loose. Do those two terms even belong in the same sentence? Well, yes. It's a precious thing that happens when you're on a roll.

Immediate solution to immediate problem: retake the headshots. Maybe borrow a better camera for the group shot.

Longterm solution: get new gear.

I mentioned briefly a while back that I'd had an offer to help me get a new camera. There are stipulations and the like, but it's a viable plan. But only if I have help.

So here's what was offered to me.

I have to raise money -- through donations. All funds raised can only be put toward new gear. I can't pay rent or bills with that money. The whole idea being that a good camera will allow me to earn money to pay for the necessities. All funds raised will be matched, dollar for dollar, by people who believe in my photography. I also have to come up with a print portfolio (which I've started) to show potential clients. I'm responsible for developing my own clients (and I've already had, thanks to this last job, referrals to other bands and to a community events planning board). If I raise more money (coupled with the matching funds) than I need to buy the camera I want, I must use those funds to invest in lenses and other essentials.

Which cameras am I looking at? The Canon Rebel XTi and the Nikon D40x. Both are approximately 10MP and come with a 2GB card and 18-55mm lenses. One offers a bonus 55-200mm lens. If I go through Costco, I'm looking to spend between $650-800 on the camera itself. In store, the price is comparable. I will eventually need to look into more lenses and lighting, but I can likely borrow until then. I'm also looking at other vendors, but few can match the bulk rate discount Costco does. I could drop to 6 or 8MP and spend less, but photography trends dictate the need for better resolution NOW. (I just missed another magazine opportunity because of my puny 3.2MP situation.) I'm approaching this as an investment in my future ability to earn a living outside of nursing. I'm not looking to remain a hobby photographer. And I'm not looking to invest way out of my range because I'm realistic. I know I can work with either camera and produce quality results. If I can manage to do good work with crap, imagine what I can do with better gear! I also want to keep costs down to be able to raise the money needed in a shorter time frame.

I'm serious as hell about making this happen. I don't have a husband to help me out of my current situation. Nor do I have a house against which I could take a loan. I'm not asking for reasons of vanity or entitlement. I want to make life work for me instead of working against me (or feeling as such). I can't wait for my work comp case to settle. I can't wait to win the lottery (I don't even play). I have to make it happen and this is my chance.

As I've mentioned to a few people, asking for help is very hard for me to do. However, I feel some opportunities are worth taking the risk. This is worth the risk.

It's a doable plan, but only if I get those donations. Do you believe in my eye? Do you like what you see? Brother (sister), can you spare a dime?

Update: I've adjusted my goal a bit after being yelled at for not considering sales tax and shipping (I've found I can get a better price on a camera and two lenses by going through a company my friend uses). For once, I'm heeding advice from those who know and those who are interested in me getting the best deal possible. They speak, I listen.

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January 18, 2008

Harpy Boy

Richie

Some guys are harpier than others, don't ya think?

Another local musician with oodles of talent. Makes ya wonder what's in the water when you consider how many great musicians we have here. Sadly, the water hasn't worked any wonders for me.

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Not Scott

Marco

One of our local guitarists, who happens to be incredibly talented, looks a lot like Scott Baio. This means I can't stand anywhere near him for long because someone will inevitably comment, "Oh, it's true! Joanie really does loves Chachi." Yes, they're adults, but the temptation is apparently too great for them to pass up.

Anyhow, here's a photo from my archives.

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January 07, 2008

A Little of This and a Little of That

Chain mail

Blue n Orange

Things found inside the gift shop at Cabrillo National Monument. One is obviously chain mail (to represent part of the uniforms of the Spanish explorers) and the other, well, can you guess what it's from?

High Tide

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Inching Forward

Inchworm

Little Dude and I found this wriggling piece of what appeared to be string several months ago. I was curious and had to pick it up. I was surprised to find an inchworm as I've never actually seen one on concrete, let alone since I've been in California (30+ years).

We gave him a ride on a twig and set him down gently in the bushes, but only after making him pose for us.

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December 30, 2007

Portroid

It's not as painful as it sounds, so don't go reaching for the Preparation-H just yet!

My latest guilty online pleasure. Or would that be online guilty pleasure? Whatever. You know what I mean.

Favorite pics are of Nick Arrojo and Peter Dinklage. (Go to the celeb page to find out who they are if you don't already know.)

Special notes to friends: See? I'm not the only person who takes pictures of everyone and everything!

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November 25, 2007

Pet Sitting

Bailey

I've been pet sitting for the past week and this is one of my sittees. His name is Bailey. I've taken a lot of photos and this is the one I like best as far as lighting goes. All natural, available light.

Little Dude was helping me up until Thanksgiving with the dogs. He was awesome and he got in a lot of quality dog time. Some of it was not so great -- like when he had to clean up a few accidents. I had to keep from chuckling as he tried to refrain from gagging while mopping up the puddles. Hopefully this will keep the "can I get a dog" questions to a minimum for a while.

I'm hoping his mom doesn't mind my flagrant exploitation of him, cuz, dammit, I have to share this image with you.

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October 25, 2007

A Reason To Smile

Little Dude

Reminders are good

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A Peek At Rancho Bernardo

The 15

Driving up the 15 freeway on an urgent errand, we passed by the backside of the development where I used to live. This is just a little hint of the devastation in Rancho Bernardo. In fact, I'd call this the least of the damage.

We watched helicopters making their water drops and saw one land out at Kit Carson Park. Huge dust cloud from the landing was actually rather fascinating. Later, on the way back, more helicopters were diving in and out of smoke and dumping water on the other side of the freeway.

The crews out fighting the fires are nothing short of heroes. God bless them all.

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Humor Not A Victim Of Fires

Toast

Even fire can't burn out a sense of humor. The Hamburger Factory (just up the street from me) had this sign propped in the middle of the driveway to the restaurant.

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October 23, 2007

One of Many Fire Victims

Kenny

This is Kenny, an old family friend I ran into at Walmart yesterday. He lives up in Ramona and had been moving his horses out since Sunday night. Several trips later, he couldn't evacuate them all.

Kenny's just one of thousands who is faced with a logistical nightmare. Fortunately, my evacuation went a bit smoother.

Little Dude is with his dad and his grandmother at his great uncle's house. I spent the night in Lakeside/El Cajon. My daughter, my sister, brother-in-law, and my mom are down near Qualcomm stadium. My dad spent the night in his own home after spending the afternoon at a friend's house. (Yes, I yelled at him about that!) My little sister is back at home now, although I can't get ahold of her. Phone service, electricity, cable...it's all spotty. Since I only have a cell phone (no land line for me anymore), I hate to even use it.

It's been heartbreaking to see the devastation. We watched a local newscaster stand before his burning home yesterday. Again, he was one of many. And that's what we all are -- one of many. A week ago, I was worried about what I was going to do when my comp PDA checks stopped in a month. Compared to those who don't have homes anymore, I feel lucky.

Go to the San Diego Red Cross website to find out what you can do. Please. There are so many people who need your help.

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More Poway Shots

Southeast Poway

View of Poway valley from industrial/office park

Typical smoke view

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Fire Updates


Poway Fire 10-23-07
View of Poway fires here in Southern California (San Diego County). It's smoky, it's warm, the whole thing is surreal. My entire family (five different homes scattered across the county) has been evacuated.

I just moved into Poway a few months ago from Rancho Bernardo. I'm glad I did. My old condo was 100 yrds from where a church burned. I don't know the situation of the condo now, but as of yesterday morning, I was never so glad to be out of there.

Apartments across from where I went to elementary school burned, too. And my son's school is very close to current fires.

While in the process of evacuating our area, we stopped at Walmart. I ran into an old family friend who was, like so many others, trying to figure out where he could take his horses and mules. The parking lot was packed with RVs and folks just not sure where to go.


When this all started on Sunday, I knew it was going to be bad. I just didn't know how bad. Rescue workers are doing everything they can to keep people safe, try to get a little control over the fires, anything and everything to minimize the devastation. Yesterday (Monday afternoon), they finally had a few military helicopters up to help the effort. The military's been ready to work since the first flames were reported. Unfortunately, for all the efforts of legislators to reduce the red tape, there was still way too much and the military should have been assisting from the first day. I'm certain there will be another new system in place the next time we face this sort of emergency. There is no acceptable reason for the fires to have spread as far and as fast as they did when we have resources available...people willing and able to do what needs to be done.

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October 22, 2007

Five Minutes Ago

From My Apartment

The car is loaded up with a few select items, ready to go at a moment's notice. Technically, this part of town is supposed to be evacuated, but there's really nowhere for us to go with the main exit roads that are now parking lots. In the meantime, we're staying put.

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What it Looked Like Yesterday

Blanket of Smoke

From the Car

Fire Sun

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May 23, 2007

His Name Is Calgon

Take Me Away

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October 24, 2006

Playing With Food

Pomegranate

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Blue Heron with Snake


Blue Heron with Snake
Originally uploaded by powellk.
One of my favorite shots spotted on Flickr. I wish I could capture a moment like this!

My hat's off to Ken Powell for his brilliance and great fortune.

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October 03, 2006

California Sunsets

California Sunset

Little Dude and I went chasing a sunset last Friday. I was quite taken by the wispy clouds all afternoon and when the sun hit that certain point, it promised to be pretty fantastic. We drove out as far as we could through the one development nearest us and what we saw held us spellbound for a long time. The lines down the middle of the center cloud are actually sunbeams, as pointed out to me by my son.

Uncropped, unedited, this is what we saw.

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September 26, 2006

To Whom Does This Belong?

Whose Foot

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September 09, 2006

Growing Pains

Little Dude Swims

As Little Dude quickly approaches double digits (next month, sigh), it's rather interesting to look through old photos and do a bit of then and now comparisons. Oddly enough, there are many expressions he had as a baby that he displays even today. There's this thing he does with his bottom lip (I can't explain it exactly) that he did even as an infant.

His smile is remarkably the same. His sweetness is still intact. And his love for his mom remains, thank goodness.

We spent a couple hours today digging through old photos for a school project due next week. We reminisced on the past and pondered the future. It was a wonderful way to spend the afternoon.

I know these moments won't always present themselves and will likely decrease in frequency. Until such time, I'm going to make the most of every minute we have and embrace the wonder and joy he's brought to my life.

Sigh.

I wish growing up weren't so difficult...for parents.

Shark Attack!

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September 01, 2006

Face From The Past

The Past in the Present

The Past and the Present

Past as Present

The Guitar Hand

Faces From The Past and Present

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August 24, 2006

Another Round Of "What Is It?"

What is it?

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What Is It?

It's Blue! It's Orange! It's...what the hell is it?


Blue and Yellow

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August 20, 2006

Upward

Eye Spy

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August 18, 2006

Demanding Attention

My Door Is Always Open

This will likely end up a CD cover. A friend heard Rob's version of "My Door Is Always Open" and was so moved by the song, he wants to record it. The rest of the CD will probably much different, but in the course of trying to capture various moods during a shoot, this shot came up and it looks like a keeper.

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August 04, 2006

That Much

Have you ever wanted something so badly you could taste it? Have you ever been so close to achieving a goal you could feel its breath whispering on the back of your neck? Have you ever, and I mean really, have you ever discovered you were literally micrometers away from The Big Break, only to have it slip through your fingers for want of one teeny tiny little thing?

I got a call earlier today from someone who holds my photographic future in his hands, gently, of course. It was a wonderful - and heartbreaking - conversation.

I'm a few megapixels short of a real magazine spread. As in...my work has an audience, but not so much with me shooting at 3.2 megapixels. While my work is considered exceptional, my gear is holding me back. I missed my first BIG CHANCE by "that much".

Imagine crazy tear-filled laughter issuing forth in ragged bursts. I'm ecstatic anyone thinks enough of my abilities to even consider me at "that" level, and then I start kicking myself for not biting the bullet and selling off my children to buy the proper gear.

The good thing is, I didn't know this guy had even been looking at my work this closely. I didn't know he was looking at my work in consideration for a major magazine. I'm beyond flattered. I'm simply astounded! And I'm just as equally crestfallen.

I hope my fairy godfather continues looking at my work and maybe runs across a good deal on some used gear for me (we talked at length about all the people he knows who upgrade frequently). I can't believe I missed THIS opportunity, but I'll be damned if keep missing out in the future. If ANY of you knows of anyone selling a DSLR w/6+ MP (8 or more is preferred) and a basic lens or two, please let me know. I'm not going to get rich or famous off my photography, but I am certainly in contention for making a bit of money from it.

The ideal starter camera is a Canon Rebel XT 8.0MP with the 18-55mm lens. Used, good condition. New sells for around $800, so less than that would be great...great...GREAT. Either leave a comment with a valid email address so I can contact you, or come rattle my cage if you know of anyone selling gear.

Until I get my new camera, I'm going to sing - loudly - the theme from Laverne and Shirley. Heaven help you all if I find an MP3 for it.

Making Our Dreams Come True

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,
Schlimiel, schlimazel, hasenpfeffer, incorporated.

We're gonna do it!

Give us any chance we'll take it,

Read us any rule, we'll break it.

We're gonna make our dreams come true.

Doin' it our way!

Nothing's gonna turn us back now,

Straight ahead and on the track now.

We're gonna make our dreams come true,

Doin' it our way!

There's nothing we won't try,

Never heard the word "impossible."

This time there's no stopping us,

We're gonna do it!

On your mark, get set, and go now,

Gotta dream and we just know now.

We're gonna make that dream come true.

And we'll do it our way, yes, our way,

Make all our dreams come true.

And we'll do it our way, yes, our way,

Make all our dreams come true

For me and you.

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July 03, 2006

In The Middle

Spike central

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Ronnie Baker Brooks

Ronnie Baker Brooks
He played the blues for me

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June 18, 2006

Murphy

Murphy

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June 14, 2006

Time For Pretty

Eye Poppin' Hibiscus

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May 16, 2006

Flickr Ickr, Errrr... And "Bettr" Things

Flickr has "upgraded" and redesigned many functions and the way a user's page displays. I can't find a damn thing anymore.

Sigh. I hate change.

On a brighter note, I had a wonderful early birthday dinner with the Smashes, Gracie, my son, and Kevin from Texas. While at the restaurant, we ran into another friend I haven't seen in quite some time. It was a great way to end my very hectic day.

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Small Things

Itty Bitty Flower

This flower was among a cluster of tiny little blooms on the side of a small, gently sloping hill.

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March 29, 2006

10K

My Flickr galleries hit 10,000 views today. It's a little thing, but it feels good.

I've met some very nice people through Flickr. People from all around the world. Some are practically my neighbors and others are snapping their way through Asia and Africa.

There's only been one peckerhead. Fortunately, peckerheads don't bother me all that much anymore.

The best part of having an account on Flickr is that I'm constantly inspired and always learning something new. New term for this week: Bokeh, which describes the of out-of-focus points of light and how they are rendered. Are they spherical and defined? Are they mere blobs? You'll have to click that link above get the full explanation.

Another cool bit? I've now had 10 photos shortlisted for inclusion on Schmap. The first photo (Las Vegas) was chosen months ago. Now, since they're expanding their coverage to include San Diego, they've selected a few more.

Anyhow, I thought I'd share my little milestone with you.

My current personal favorite photo:

Clyde


And, for those of you who still can't comment because of Blacklist - I'm so sorry! I wish I could fix it, but I don't know how. One of these days, this site will be back to its former glory. Until then, this is what I have.

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March 25, 2006

JPG Magazine

JPG Magazine Issue 5 is out and the theme is "Photography is Not a Crime".

I was tempted to submit a photo, particularly one from some of the local protests here. In fact, the two images I'd considered involved people in public places, at public gatherings attempting to prevent me from taking their pictures. Legally, I had every right to photograph them. They just didn't like that I wasn't standing with them in protest. Tough cookies, y'know?

Anyhow, I thought of submitting a photo, but ended up not. Mostly because I was caught up in other things. In the future, you can bet I'll be sending something in.

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January 02, 2006

Beautiful

MJ

MJ

I took these photos of my daughter just before I got sick. Is she gorgeous or what? Okay, gorgeous and silly.

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December 10, 2005

Fun With Photography

14
12
10
08
02
Now, I need you to tell me which of these you like best:
Tortellini
or
Tortellini 2

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December 06, 2005

Anthony Gomes

Anthony Gomes

The Anthony Gomes Band was playing their hearts out. The lighting was momentarily quite bright when I shot this. Anthony's a bit obscured by the light and takes on a sort of rockin' blues heavenly being appearance. I kind of like it.

Lending an even more angelic cast to this artist, he was the ultimate gentleman and host during a recent three day run. Gotta love a skinny white guy who treats everyone with respect and kindness and can sing like an old Delta bluesman.

P.S. Gomes rhymes with "homes"

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The Joe Bonamassa Band

Joe Bonamassa Rocks!

Mark Epstein

Bogie Bowles

Big changes in the line-up for the Joe Bonamassa Band as Kenny Kramme (drums) and Eric Czar (bass) move on to other projects. The new drummer is Bogie Bowles and the new bassist is Mark Epstein. While the band's overall personality has shifted a bit, the music still kicks ass!

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November 29, 2005

Winners

Nathan James

Nathan James
I wish I'd caught him a moment sooner so you could really see the joyful expression on his face

Dwane of Aunt Kizzy'z Boyz

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Yellow

Yellow Building

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow

Yellow Truck

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

Photo Friday

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November 23, 2005

Reluctant

Little Dude

I've been asked to delete this image by Little Dude. I kind of like it.

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November 22, 2005

I Order One For Every Guest

Greg at Sunset

I order spectacular sunsets for all my guests. Sometimes Nature actually cooperates.

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November 12, 2005

The Goddess of Balboa Park

Balboa Park Goddess

Balboa Park Goddess

You never know what you'll find in Balboa Park

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November 07, 2005

Valour-IT Update and Offer

Project Valour-IT Fundraiser Update!

Team Navy can't let Army win. No, we're far too proud for that.

Beginning today, donations of $25 or more are eligible to receive a professional quality autographed 8x10 photo of Mrs. Smash. Donations of $100 or more - from anyone in San Diego County - are eligible to receive a photo session* with me. Donations of $200 or more - from donors in Southern California - are eligible to receive a photo session* with me. Additionally, any donor of $30 or more may request a photo of their choosing** from my photography site, or from my Flickr orExpMan galleries.

This offer does not apply to donations made prior to the timestamp on this post. Proof of donation is required (forward your paypal confirmation email or other receipt, with your personal info - other than name - removed) and may be sent to [Citizen.Smash] AT [gmail] DOT [com].

Yes, all this and your Soldiers' Angels coin is available to you, just for donating. And, don't forget, all donations are tax deductible. Make a donation in someone's name for the holidays!

* Photo session includes one and a half hours of shoot time, a CD of images, and one printed 8x10.

** Based on availability. [Special note on ExpMan Galleries: The first 14 galleries shown on ExpMan only.]

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October 24, 2005

I Don't Make These Things Up

Superheroes or Bad Planning?
I don't make these things up, I just report them. This sign is the real deal. Between Las Vegas and Los Angeles, drivers see billboards advertising the Mad Greek and Bun Boy restaurants.

Somehow, I don't think a whole lot of thought went into the combination. Or maybe a LOT of thought actually did. Either way, I got a big giggle out of the whole thing.

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October 18, 2005

New Stuff

Moth

Bug

Flower

Flower

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September 21, 2005

Playing With Photos

Albert Cummings
Every once in a great while, I get the urge to play around with one of my photos. You know, try something new and different with it. As I was digging through the images, I found one of Albert Cummings that I decided to tweak a bit. This is the result.

I like that it's a bit moody and very contrasty. Insert some incredible insight here or something. It doesn't much matter what, just as long as you have a good story to go with moody and contrasty.

This "eh" moment has been brought to you by Flexeril and the Muscles Spasms. They'll be performing nightly all week, twice on Saturday.

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September 13, 2005

Just A Reminder

Little Summer Bird

Peekaboo

Kisses

Sometimes it's good to have a reminder
of the simple things
that make you smile.

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September 09, 2005

Massive

Massive
A Photo Friday Challenge

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August 17, 2005

Yesterday's Outing

Fuzzy thing

Invisibug

Blue

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July 02, 2005

Lots o' Green

Green

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Used

USED

Photo Friday entry

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June 24, 2005

Orange

Orange 79

A PhotoFriday entry

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June 22, 2005

What The Hell Is That Thing?

What is it?

One of my favorite endings to a show, aside from the Two and a Half Men "Squab" episode, was when Steve Martin hosted SNL. He came out in biballs and was squinting, tilting his head this way and that. He kept asking, "What the hell is that? What the hell is that thing? What the hell is that darn thing?"

Anyhow, if you think you know what the photo above is, leave a comment.

Here's the full image, in case you doubted what it was

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June 14, 2005

Nerdy

Nerdy

A Photo Friday entry.

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June 04, 2005

Steam Engine

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Steam Engine - Photo Friday entry for "Rare"

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Quick Pics

Pollenation 03
Some of the bees were so laden with pollen that they seemed to struggle in flight. It was amazing to watch them continue on their rounds.


Moth 01

This moth was hanging out on our screen door for several days. It seemed like he got bigger every time I looked at him.

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June 02, 2005

Pt. Loma Lighthouse

Pt. Loma Lighthouse

This is one of my favorite shots ever. I took this several days ago while I was in a great deal of pain. I needed to get out of the house because I just couldn't take being cooped up any longer. I headed to the lighthouse after driving through Ft. Rosecrans again.

Initially, I didn't think I was going to capture anything usable when I took this photo. Sometimes it's good to be wrong.

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June 01, 2005

World Photo Day

Ace Parking

Padres

Host

Crossing

Pedicab

IceCream

It was world photo day today.

I was very fortunate in that I got to spend the evening with Little Dude, the Smashes, and Justene from CalBlog. I sincerely hope that all forgive my disjointed blithering idiot act. Dinner at Rockbottom, a walk to Horton Plaza, and then a quick drive home.

The one shot missing...the guy on the giant bicycle that LD and I spotted driving to the Smashes' house. It would have been a classic shot, but I don't think the people I'd have had to run over to get it would have appreciated my pursuit of "art."

Actual image used for the project?

Gloves

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May 22, 2005

Model Behavior

Some models are patient and give you all they have to give. But, each of us are prone to fatigue and the occasional bout of ill temper.

Since he's had such a bad time of it this past month, I wanted to do something special for my dad. It was portrait time. Portraits of his beloved, of course.

The day started off okay, but rapidly deteriorated.

See for yourself (some images may not be suitable for younger viewers. Click with extreme caution.)

Tweety 06

Tweety 12

Tweety 14

Tweety 15

Tweety 16

Tweety 17

Tweety 20

Tweety 23

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May 21, 2005

Photo Time

From Gator By The Bay - May 7th and 8th - this gentleman was performing with The Bill Magee Blues Band. I don't know his name...yet.

Harp 119

Harp 124

Tambourine 127

There will be more photos from Gator posted. Stay tuned!

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April 23, 2005

3LD

Who could have a hardened heart when this is staring back at you?
Little Dude 007

Little Dude 010

Little Dude 014

Photo Friday entry for "Soft"

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March 29, 2005

Desert Trip

Flower

Flower

Smash has the details of the trip and some photos. Mrs. Smash tooks some glorious pictures - follow the links on their site to see them. More of my photos can be found here.

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